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This little world of mine…

What a miraculous world where our future is never defined, what a shining bright dream to which we turned our eyes blind.

A future taken for granted to be willed into being, no chaos could we have imagined what we’d be seeing…

is this what our ancestors faced during the Waring times? fear and despair coiling around them, where did they find the courage to stand,

And in the growing ashes the flaws of history became apparent we question our ways and champion what is fair, but cracks continue to spread as the facade begins to tear

no glorious state no dignified society, to the pits we all crawl into the abyss we all begin to fall

together they stood when faced with adversary, yet WE stand divided, isolated and alone, our hearts are connected in our solitude and desire, destiny is upon us if only together we could aspire

A tribute to the world that was to be, a promise to the world that you’ll all share with me.

My Happily Never After

Im scared…
Im scared of you of what you think
Of what you say, what you want
What you don’t…

I wont ever tell you first i wont even tell you second
Im a coward i know but that’s how Ive survived

You will never know and that’s okay
It will hound my mind but eventually one day
Ill forget, you’ll forget me
And that’s just how it will be

Your answer terrifies me
Its my greatest fear
I feel so paper thin like im ready to tear
I know the answer already i can see it in my heart
Im not stupid i knew it from the start
Why do i always want what i know i cant have?

Im not the most interesting
or have the perfect look
I might not be someones first choice
But im a great choice
That’s what i need to believe
That’s what i wish i could see
But that’s something i know i just cant be…

Im not fearless im not even brave
Ill take my secrets and pain to the grave
I wish i had the courage to try

Life is a puzzle i just cant solve
But in this moment around you my whole world will revolve
You’ll be the one ill wish i could speak too
Every time your in sight
But against all my might you’ll always be…
My golden apple and eternal plight

Introduction to My New Wonderland ++

I never took it seriously but now i think i will
You made an impact on me in the last few days…
I don’t know what it is but im determined to see it thru
Did i see a glimpse behind the mask? a waver that was true?
It makes no difference my mask wavered too.

Poetry’s not your language..
So ill learn what you speak
One day i reach the sky sit there and just watch the havoc you’ll wreak
This room has nothing but walls but i see the world through a thousand windows

The bread crumbs you can hide but the path you cannot
Ill find it one day and from there i wont stop
A rabbit maybe faster but the turtle wins the race
This may not be entirely true but ill bring carrots just in case

I don’t know about talent, but i have a wicked stubborn mode
Ill unravel the intricacies the knowledge of this code

Piece by piece the puzzle will appear, the grand design will show
And from that moment i will know
What im looking for…
What i want from this…
There’s no such thing as broken just something transformed
Something changed for the better? that we’ll see…
But lets dance you an i
Just you an me

Friends are fleeting
Rivals are eternal
Student and teacher timeless

Take this as you wish confine it to your mind
Your memories your dreams let this information unwind

This is not the end you know, its all just begun
Mark this date as the day that i strive to meet the sun