Introduction to My New Wonderland ++

I never took it seriously but now i think i will
You made an impact on me in the last few days…
I don’t know what it is but im determined to see it thru
Did i see a glimpse behind the mask? a waver that was true?
It makes no difference my mask wavered too.

Poetry’s not your language..
So ill learn what you speak
One day i reach the sky sit there and just watch the havoc you’ll wreak
This room has nothing but walls but i see the world through a thousand windows

The bread crumbs you can hide but the path you cannot
Ill find it one day and from there i wont stop
A rabbit maybe faster but the turtle wins the race
This may not be entirely true but ill bring carrots just in case

I don’t know about talent, but i have a wicked stubborn mode
Ill unravel the intricacies the knowledge of this code

Piece by piece the puzzle will appear, the grand design will show
And from that moment i will know
What im looking for…
What i want from this…
There’s no such thing as broken just something transformed
Something changed for the better? that we’ll see…
But lets dance you an i
Just you an me

Friends are fleeting
Rivals are eternal
Student and teacher timeless

Take this as you wish confine it to your mind
Your memories your dreams let this information unwind

This is not the end you know, its all just begun
Mark this date as the day that i strive to meet the sun

A Dream Unwritten

Life is like a dream so confusing, so consuming , a nightmare full of blissful moments

Why am i confused?
Lost in this dream
Lost in a nightmare of bliss and despair
Fear is my savior
The darkness withing my heart
Every time i wake
My heart my soul 
Is so easy to break
Please tread carefully….

Is this our charade?
Our waltz 
Our masquerade
Please let it last…

I gave you three wishes
But i need one of my own
Surrounded by love
Why do i feel so alone

I know this is silly 
I know im a fool
But i don’t understand why you think im so cool….

Perfections a virtue
All i have are sins
All that’s left of me
Is what i pretend to be

I promised to be myself
To show you the real me
But how can i be calm
When i don’t know what you’ll see
Dressed up for so long
As who im supposed to be

I need this for myself
So im going to take a chance
Ill wait here at our ball
And hope you come to dance