Tag: thoughts

My Happily Never After

Im scared…
Im scared of you of what you think
Of what you say, what you want
What you don’t…

I wont ever tell you first i wont even tell you second
Im a coward i know but that’s how Ive survived

You will never know and that’s okay
It will hound my mind but eventually one day
Ill forget, you’ll forget me
And that’s just how it will be

Your answer terrifies me
Its my greatest fear
I feel so paper thin like im ready to tear
I know the answer already i can see it in my heart
Im not stupid i knew it from the start
Why do i always want what i know i cant have?

Im not the most interesting
or have the perfect look
I might not be someones first choice
But im a great choice
That’s what i need to believe
That’s what i wish i could see
But that’s something i know i just cant be…

Im not fearless im not even brave
Ill take my secrets and pain to the grave
I wish i had the courage to try

Life is a puzzle i just cant solve
But in this moment around you my whole world will revolve
You’ll be the one ill wish i could speak too
Every time your in sight
But against all my might you’ll always be…
My golden apple and eternal plight

The Child in us All

Sometimes its like were in a maze, hallways upon hallways of options and choice

Walking these paths alongside others connected without a distinctive voice

Do i interest you yet? have a i described a full of twists make-up and props extravagant spcript and set ?

Why not sit for awhile and read, ill tell you a story of a starry-eyed boy

full of wide eyed wonder and porcelain joy

intrepid in thought but burdened with the sin of pride

A heart shackled in feeling, a belief as free as the wind blew outside

This was just the beginning he said as images of the potential came flooding into his mind

a hope this would not become just another memory, a cruel dream for him to at night simply, rewind.