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This little world of mine…

What a miraculous world where our future is never defined, what a shining bright dream to which we turned our eyes blind.

A future taken for granted to be willed into being, no chaos could we have imagined what we’d be seeing…

is this what our ancestors faced during the Waring times? fear and despair coiling around them, where did they find the courage to stand,

And in the growing ashes the flaws of history became apparent we question our ways and champion what is fair, but cracks continue to spread as the facade begins to tear

no glorious state no dignified society, to the pits we all crawl into the abyss we all begin to fall

together they stood when faced with adversary, yet WE stand divided, isolated and alone, our hearts are connected in our solitude and desire, destiny is upon us if only together we could aspire

A tribute to the world that was to be, a promise to the world that you’ll all share with me.

If im a monster then what are you

You who have judged me in the most one sided way 

You who have called me a monster

You have no idea that i think of it everyday

No confidence my future controlled…

You who masquerades as the knight in shining armor

You who keeps his “friends” close

You who would turn at the drop of a hat

Not caring about any damage you cost…

You who have decided that evil is about

And rallied your holy crusade

But really its Salem the witch hunters den

Persecution without trial amidst…

My Happily Never After

Im scared…
Im scared of you of what you think
Of what you say, what you want
What you don’t…

I wont ever tell you first i wont even tell you second
Im a coward i know but that’s how Ive survived

You will never know and that’s okay
It will hound my mind but eventually one day
Ill forget, you’ll forget me
And that’s just how it will be

Your answer terrifies me
Its my greatest fear
I feel so paper thin like im ready to tear
I know the answer already i can see it in my heart
Im not stupid i knew it from the start
Why do i always want what i know i cant have?

Im not the most interesting
or have the perfect look
I might not be someones first choice
But im a great choice
That’s what i need to believe
That’s what i wish i could see
But that’s something i know i just cant be…

Im not fearless im not even brave
Ill take my secrets and pain to the grave
I wish i had the courage to try

Life is a puzzle i just cant solve
But in this moment around you my whole world will revolve
You’ll be the one ill wish i could speak too
Every time your in sight
But against all my might you’ll always be…
My golden apple and eternal plight