You who have judged me in the most one sided way
You who have called me a monster
You have no idea that i think of it everyday
No confidence my future controlled…
You who masquerades as the knight in shining armor
You who keeps his “friends” close
You who would turn at the drop of a hat
Not caring about any damage you cost…
You who have decided that evil is about
And rallied your holy crusade
But really its Salem the witch hunters den
Persecution without trial amidst…
Im scared…
Im scared of you of what you think
Of what you say, what you want
What you don’t…
I wont ever tell you first i wont even tell you second
Im a coward i know but that’s how Ive survived
You will never know and that’s okay
It will hound my mind but eventually one day
Ill forget, you’ll forget me
And that’s just how it will be
Your answer terrifies me
Its my greatest fear
I feel so paper thin like im ready to tear
I know the answer already i can see it in my heart
Im not stupid i knew it from the start
Why do i always want what i know i cant have?
Im not the most interesting
or have the perfect look
I might not be someones first choice
But im a great choice
That’s what i need to believe
That’s what i wish i could see
But that’s something i know i just cant be…
Im not fearless im not even brave
Ill take my secrets and pain to the grave
I wish i had the courage to try
Life is a puzzle i just cant solve
But in this moment around you my whole world will revolve
You’ll be the one ill wish i could speak too
Every time your in sight
But against all my might you’ll always be…
My golden apple and eternal plight
I never took it seriously but now i think i will
You made an impact on me in the last few days…
I don’t know what it is but im determined to see it thru
Did i see a glimpse behind the mask? a waver that was true?
It makes no difference my mask wavered too.
Poetry’s not your language..
So ill learn what you speak
One day i reach the sky sit there and just watch the havoc you’ll wreak
This room has nothing but walls but i see the world through a thousand windows
The bread crumbs you can hide but the path you cannot
Ill find it one day and from there i wont stop
A rabbit maybe faster but the turtle wins the race
This may not be entirely true but ill bring carrots just in case
I don’t know about talent, but i have a wicked stubborn mode
Ill unravel the intricacies the knowledge of this code
Piece by piece the puzzle will appear, the grand design will show
And from that moment i will know
What im looking for…
What i want from this…
There’s no such thing as broken just something transformed
Something changed for the better? that we’ll see…
But lets dance you an i
Just you an me
Friends are fleeting
Rivals are eternal
Student and teacher timeless
Take this as you wish confine it to your mind
Your memories your dreams let this information unwind
This is not the end you know, its all just begun
Mark this date as the day that i strive to meet the sun
Life is like a dream so confusing, so consuming , a nightmare full of blissful moments
Why am i confused?
Lost in this dream
Lost in a nightmare of bliss and despair
Fear is my savior
The darkness withing my heart
Every time i wake
My heart my soul
Is so easy to break
Please tread carefully….
Is this our charade?
Our waltz
Our masquerade
Please let it last…
I gave you three wishes
But i need one of my own
Surrounded by love
Why do i feel so alone
I know this is silly
I know im a fool
But i don’t understand why you think im so cool….
Perfections a virtue
All i have are sins
All that’s left of me
Is what i pretend to be
I promised to be myself
To show you the real me
But how can i be calm
When i don’t know what you’ll see
Dressed up for so long
As who im supposed to be
I need this for myself
So im going to take a chance
Ill wait here at our ball
And hope you come to dance
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